It's been an interesting year for sure, difficult yes, but I have finally found a place that feels like home, a place of my choosing. Not because someone I cared for was there. Not that I don't have friends here already, I do. But that's different than joining somewhere for someone else. I asked to join the guild, Twilight Serenity, and they accepted me! And right now, I couldn't be happier! It is nice to have family again, and the warm welcome I've received has been wonderful. I fear though, that I may get lost within the halls of my new home a few times though... it's huge! But SO very beautiful. There is so much to explore and enjoy there, I know I will be happy here, even if I am happily lost in my own new home.

My bondmates best friend has been healed! The gods be praised! While talking with him I realized why I have been struggling with guilds so much right now...I've never been in a guild where it was about the guild I was there for. It was always a single person I was there for! When I first in the lands I joined the Vanguard because that was papa Low's guild. When I met my first love Silver, I followed him to the Serendipitous and after he was gone, I struggled with my place there. But even later when I fell in love again and my heart being with my bondmate Daven and he joined me there... My place and comfort in that guild was just was never the same. My friends Aryana, Loki, and Lavender had always said I could be a bunny if I ever needed a home, so I tried that... and I just couldn't take the step to become a full bunny and get ears and a tail... It wasn't home. So here I am guild less again. I do not know where I will end up, I don't know where home will be. So, I guess until I figure that out, I will just wander the lands.

I made the decision to finally be guild less again until I truly find my home. Being in the bunnies helped me a lot, but it was never home, I never could make that step to become a full bunny with permanent ears and tail. Not without my bondmate since he was the one who suggested it. Not sure if I will ever find that home again. I was a part of my bondmates guild a LONG time. But life is change. So, I shall flow along its path and see where it takes me next. Lately I have been sitting around and trying to keep a vigil with friends, for my bondmates best friend, he needs healing prayers. I pray to the gods what he has to do to lift his curse works.